Mommy….Good Riddance???

It’s something unpredictable

But in the end, it’s right

I hope you had the time of your life.

 I did.

I pretend it doesn’t bother me anymore.

I put on a nonchalant facade.

When really all I want

is for this to go away.

For you to come back.

Just long enough for me to hug you.

Night, Strongly Diluted Though it is in Comparison

I asked you long ago if you’d turn your head

A turn I have not seen

I wondered if you’d be here this time around

But here you have not been

And now the tie is so close to severed

A new protector I’ve found

Your presence is only need for trivial reasons

Because, now, I’m forward bound

My cries were fucking obvious

and yet you failed to see

just what your lack of discretion

had really done to me

So here I stand, fighting this complex

A selfish blow you’ve dealt

I’m not quite ready to forget you

But to forget the pain i’ve felt

It seems that it’s your turn now

to realize what’s been done

But will you ever really know

that we are so alone?

 ————–

Why would you leave me

When I need you the most?

All I have of you

Is some sort of ghost.

You’re not obliged to swallow anything you despise

Oh but what a wonderful, wonderful trip Marijuana is.

Mhm

I had a beautiful journey whilst listening to Sleeping Lessons by the Shins.

I also felt seperation of my -self- from my body.

It was beautiful

Everything’s beautiful

The Lovely Trinity

Christopher-  I’m so fucking glad I like you

John- I still love you lots

Pretzel- D’AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWH

you’re cuuuuuuuuuuuute awwwwwwwwwh

cutest kitty I’ve ever seen.

Ingonyama Yngwenamabala

The lion king is the most epic, beautiful, wonderful movie that has ever been made.

And I’m going to butcher it.

 But it the best, most hilariously awful way, you see.  Well, I’m still not sure if we’re going to do it or not buttt….maybe.

Our concert tonight is bound to be pretty bad.  Maybe the acoustics of the church will help us out a little but whatever.  How embarrassing is this gonna be?  Oh lord.

Whatever, at least I’ll have my meowface.  I do enjoy him.

I need to shave my legs.  Bah.  Fuck that.

Tributary

Oh John

why?

With Your Feet on the Air and Your Head on the Ground

Well, mister

Your tongue is rather soft.  Yes.  It is precisely how a tongue should feel.

I’m glad you’re ambitious in that area, or at least somewhat, because I am not.  And if it were totally up to me, we might never have gotten past a simple kiss.  A kiss like that of a grandma’s.

That would be unfortunate.

But you love me.  And that is phenomenal.

I have partaken in the adoration of you as well.  Your hair is soft, and you smell like kisses.

I love John, too, of course.  And Pretzel.

Oh yeah, alright. Are you gonna be in my dreams

tonight?

Holy wow I’m glad I got some more happiness.

How fantastic it will be to kiss you whilst high!  Oh yes, it’ll be great. 

Oh Alyx.  You’re doomed to be humiliated and depressed.  Because he’s mine, mmk?  Stupid scenie >=[

He enjoys you not!  And he is not your teddy bear or anything otherwise cuddly and affectionate.  He is meowface, and he is mine.

To attend school

Or not to attend school

Hmm

well

depends on how my vagina figures it will behave.

Hoorah for painful menstruation to soon be over due to the aid of my father's rationality!  Birth control, interesting.

Although, Daddy, be aware, I'm not having sexual relations, alrightttt? 

Mm

if only I beasted.

Oh wait,

I do =]