Shhhh

Possibly the best feeling on this entire Earth, is laying with Christopher in his bed, and watching him fall asleep.

He is so beautiful.  I hate that his mom did this to him.  He doesn’t deserve to be stressed or upset.  I just feel so helpless when he’s like that.  My poor baby.  I love him to death.

He feels unsuccessful.  He shouldn’t, I suppose.  It’s just…idk I was sleepy, he was sleepy, he was a little rough.  Bah, whatever.  I love him, and 96% of it felt amazing. 

He’s so comfortable.  We fit together oh so well when we lay wih one another.  His touch is extremely soothing, and I adore his back rubs.  He is the best thing in my life right now, and I plan to keep him for as long as I possibly can.  He is my Christopher, and I’m not going to let him down.

I need him

and he needs me

what a glorious thing this is.

I will DIE if I do not see him tomorrow

…*sigh*  I’m sleepy.  How nice it would have been to just stay there with him until tomorrow.