Nobody told me there’d be days like these.

My baby has a migraine.  He’s been sleeping since he got home, poor love.  I do wish he’d wake up so I can tell him to drink some caffeine and feel better.  I wish I was with him always…I get to missing him so badly, and when things like this happen I can’t do anything to help him.  Bah!

All my time without him is spent waiting to be with him.  It’s terrible.  I need something to remedy this! Oh summer!  You can not get here fast enough!!!!

Thursday is Valentine’s Day.  This will be the first v-day on which I’ve actually got someone to care about. Lol.  Zach….FAIL.  It’ll be shitty if we can’t do things.  I mean, we’ll just end uup doing it Friday but that’s not quite the same.  If only Valentine’s day were on Friday!!

Mm, I just thought I heard my mom saying “Kaylaa” in the manner that she would if she were getting frustrated that my music was too loud for too long. 

Makes me sad.

I have a new mommy…true enough.  And he takes EXTREMELY good care of me.  He’s the best thing to ever have happened to me.  I love his hands…and the way he caresses me.  He’s so relaxing and comfy anf beautiful and adorable….and everything I’d always thought I’d never be lucky enough to have.  Sometime, maybe, I’ll show him all the things I write about him.  I want to make sure he knows what he means to me, and how crucial it is for me to have him in my life.  Forever, I hope this will be.  Maybe that’s stupid, or irrational….but I don’t ever want it to end….I don’t ever want to lose him.  He is perfection.

I had dinner with Daddy and Uncle Terry and Ellen and Dylan and Laura.  Dylan’s a pretty cool kid I guess.  I wish I could be cheery all the time like Ellen.  She’s so happy!

Maybe I’ll be like that with Christopher one day.  We’ll live in the mountains….because he’s prollie going to school there anyway.  And I’m going to need to follow him.  We’ll be happy there.  I don’t care if it’s HELLA FUCKING COLD because I’ll have him and that’s all I really need, actually. 

I bet it’s toasty under those covers with him.  Well, I know it is…but I mean right now.  I wish I was there.

 He just called me….he sounded all unwell and whatnot.  My poor thing.  He told me he loved me a gazillion times…I love him times a gazillion too =]