Save me from the nothing I’ve become

I’m sick.

 

Sick of you and your abandonment. 

Sick of putting my trust in people that don’t deserve it.

Sick of seeing your fucking face.

Sick of hearing your damn voice.

Sick of being alone.

Sick of all this shit that I don’t deserve.

Sick of being genuinely friendless.

Sick of being in a fucked up relationship that’s never going to work, no matter how much i want it to.

Sick of having other people control my life.

Sick of advice.

Sick of being patronized.

Sick of being preached to.

Sick of people thinking they’re superior than me.

Sick of niggers.

Sick of Laney.

Sick of sitting.

Sick of sleeping.

Sick of drowning in rage.

SICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICK

I HATE YOU.